Very first post using my Macbook baby! (SMILES)
I'll just briefly introduce some people that made a difference in my life recently.
This is the group of us meddling around in the bus!
And this is me with name tag!
This is Darren Sim:)
This is Dalphne :)
This is my lovely girlfriend Hema/ Estella Davids :)
This is my beloved mistress Rachel :)
This is my very handsome Ah Pa Rizal :)
This is Ryan :)
This is dance partner plus brother Fadli :)
This is mistress again. :)
And this is my life, my passion, Trybe:)
I recalled three years back, I always told everyone around me:
"When I grow up, I want to be in Trybe, and I want in inspire others in their life.
I want to be a role model and I want to spend my life helping others."
I said my dream was to continue the spirit of Togetherness and in the future I would share with others my experiences.
Along the road in my secondary school life, this dream began to diminish and I see myself trying to be others.
I tried to hide from myself that I needed others at times and I constantly lost my way.
Soon enough, I was no longer proud of my volunteering passion because of comment from people.
I met new people, that came in and left.
There were happiness, mistakes, love, regrets, tears, joy.
Every little thing that made my secondary school life complete in it's own way.
I gained, and I loss.
And so I kept struggling, struggling to keep what I want even it was out of reach.
I was stubborn, unwilling to let go and made life hard for others.
I was a clown and a fool in my own circus.
This was how blinded I was.
Reality brought me back and made me work.
Striving for better days now, and I'm again given the chance to participate back into my goal.
Trybe have been here for me the past 5 years, the door wide open waiting for my return.
Never once did it shut or chased me away.
Because all the joy and faith of the community in there paved the way for lost people like me to find the courage again and face what I have to.
Instead of wallowing and avoiding all the mistakes,
Trybe have taught me to face these challenges with courage.
It's myself that I have to defeat.
It's my cowardly character that have landed me in such pathetic state.
I'm lucky to have people to fall back on.
And for this, thank you Trybe for impacting my life so that I can continue this spirit on and on.
I will change.
Because it's the time to.
Hey, let's all not lose faith.
:)
Sincere thanks to TVC 2010 committee!
And thank you Hema and Rachel for being my gfs and listening to me. (ahem)
Thank you Ryan for still being here despite of everything.
Thank you Fadli for teaching me a new dance.
Thank you Rizal Ah Pa for being so old and funny. (Tsk)
Thank you Darren for being bodyguard during night game.
Thank you everyone for making today and everyday even better:)
Luv, Sharon:)
